I love my family. Everyone does. We all do. Seems i've been a bit carried away with my work and life's adventure that i've taken them for granted. I used to be so family oriented when i was younger, it started to fade away when i was granted total freedom by the thing called time and age.
They are always in my heart wherever I go. They don't judge me, they are the only ones who accepted me with all my strength and weaknesses. They are my parents...My mama and papa.
Having been pampered from the day me and my twin sister were born, up to nine years old when we had to share it with fatin and 12 years old when aina was born. Still, their love for us all four is endless.
My mama... we don't seem to aggree with ech other that much but what she didnt know, (and i bet she wouldnt ever know since she's not so into blog reading and getting online) is the fact that i truly admire her. I love her sense of style, and persona. She's smart, she's kind hearted and strong. She stays true to her principle, and she never forgets her root and where she came from. She struggled hard to get to where she is standing today, and i love the way she handled her self composure. Always staying calm, would never be bitten by panic attack, saying things before thinking, and again i would say, keeping calm.
Though she may burst out of anger sometimes, that could only be seen by those close to her heart.
These qualities could probably be the reason why she is tied with another individual that i too so admire in my life, my papa.
papa is smart. literally. with everything there should be a logical reason. balance is of utmost importance. he might have calculated all the possibilities and outcome when he married my mama. that would be the kind of joke hewould make.
funny intelligent jokes that not all my uncles could truly comprehend. only some of them gets it. the others would just pause and take some amount of seconds before laughing, some would even laugh the next day.
you see, my papa has a pure kind heart. why i say pure is because everyone is kind. in my father's case it would be different. he may not be kind to all nonsense. he will use critical thinking and a whole lot of logical equations before deciding and judging. he dont just look at you, he'll look through you.
when other poeple say that looks can be deceiving, it will never applies to him. try lying to him. not so many succeed. his instinct is stronger than yoda.
apparently, his impressions were mostly right. if there's something wrong with this person, and everyone disaggree coz they couldnt see it the way he does, just give things a few days or maybe years when they would see his premonitions were indeed true. it happens in quite a lot of situations.
sometimes, this feature of him made him a bit less likeable. but that doesnt make him cruel to the person he judged. in the end, he'll stay okay with the person, while others would be mean knowing the outcomes the person had gave them.
that's a pure kind heart.
im my observation, none of us four girls have both the qualities my parents have. we're all unique and different in our own ways. that might be the reason why we work best as a unit. One whole family.
For mama and papa, happy mother's and father's day, wherever you both are.
